Its all good ,but a bit scary.
Going to take Alex ( age 9 ) to counsling , he is taking all this the hardest , it was sort of a novelty at the begining , when we were in the apartment with a pool and lots to do .
Now that its slowed down , and Mom is going to work more and the visitation is completely straightened out , he is back to acting out.
I decided to read self help books , not sure I can help myself , never had to before , but yanno ya gotta try. One I just read is called Bounce Back , its actually pretty funny and relevant at the same time , which is good for me since I use humor to get out of and into most everything in my life.
Going to also spend more time with my Dad , he is really getting older and needs more help , the plus side to my own house is that its blocks from where my Dad lives. He cannot do alot for himself now , going to clean for him , try to do what shopping he will let me and generally take care of him with out him knowing ( I hope ) He resents getting old and does not like to count on anyone. He sometimes had gotten put in hospital for one reason or another and not called me ( stubborn man ) wonder where I get it :)
Apparently a big key to getting thru any crisis or change is to keep busy , so going to for sure do that too , I have to work more ( UGH ) ....... I'm trying to find something part time closer to home then Arden Hills , business is ok , but not THAT good.
I think I might take some classes on small biz , I might start going to a book club , I think also maybe a divorce support group , groups are not my thing usually , but new chapter , new stuff to try.
Until next time " Just keep swimmin!"
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