I did not think it would be all wine and roses , no I actually had a pretty good idea of how it would be , although I myself am not a product of divorce , I actually had several friends growing up who went thru it , I saw how it affected them and how it changed things.
My personal belief is that its not the right thing to do which is why I tried to give marriage every chance , and even after all the money spent and pain gone thru I tried again........some people are just not meant to be together. Its that simple ( I think )
I don't think Rich was my soul mate , I think if he were God would not have let this happen , your meant to be with one person , that I firmly believe , he was not my one , although 3 awsome kids came from the union , we as a couple just did not work , I think it ALWAYS works if your with your soul mate.
I'm not looking for my soul mate , I actually think my time has passed for that , now is the time to help heal the pain , help my kids , work , forget. I turn to God often latley , I'm now wondering why he allows pain.....suffering , but I like to keep in mind the saying "God does not give you anything you cannot handle" . I think I'm strong enough to get through this , I think I can survive.
Ya , well ......yanno , Its me , I try anything once??!!!! ;) So if this is where I'm meant to be , so be it. God willing I will survive.
"Just keep swimmin!"
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