The first day of the rest of my life...........( 6 mos after divorce )

I'm a divorced 46 year old woman , who has never been alone.
It sounds kind of concieted , but I have always had a man , I usually get what I want and I'm spoiled.
I'm no where near gorgeous or deserving  , its just been how its been for my whole life , I don't know why.

I'm beginning a new chapter now , my marriage failed , part because of me .......I bet the spoiled part had a lot to do with it , and part because my X , (who by the way is a amazing Dad , just not that great of a husband ), thinks he can be a god and dictate to everyone everything and its his way or no way.

I have 3 beautiful sons , who unfortunatley suffered a lot because of this divorce , but hopefully with my new attitude and the fact that we both love them so much , they will come thru with flying colors.

I want to try the alone thing for awhile , although I like men , and want to have someone in my life that I can share with , I think its time for me now. 
I'm renting a house , I need to learn how to do some " housey" things I have no clue about , thankfully I have friends that seem to be willing to show me how to do them .

I have a business I own , its starting to take off , but again that dang spoiled part of me comes out , I want the money but not the work , time to step up there too.
I also have a great friend who is my partner in the business and my boss at my part time job who is the MOST patient person I know , she is there for me even when I flake , I thank God for people like that in my life!

Finding new friends and support daily , life is good!

I also have an obsession , :) , only one other person knows about that , but it keeps me going to have something to think about ! More on that down the road.

"Just keep swimmin"

Thanks for reading my blog , If your divorced , confused , spoiled , alone , obsessive ...... ROCK ON! Life goes on . Don't worry , be happy??!!